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without a doubt
03:26
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They say I should take a few steps backwards
But I don't think that I need to
I don't think that I need to
I don't care about the doubts
And you got me so impassioned
And you took all the reasons
You took all the reasons
I'm in love
You know sometimes when you're in love
but you're really not
But I wish that was true
I'm falling deep in a lie ooh
I'm crawling, pleading
They say, "bro, when you'll find it you will know."
"Just be yourself and you will always float."
But I miss the warmth outside
Wish I could call it back
I'm feeling lost inside
It feels so complicated all the time
I doubt but in the end I'll always try
But I feel like I'm just good at lying
Been lying to myself for all this time
But you are not the reason that I hide
If feels so effervescent when you smile
Can you free me cause feels like a crime
All those times I didn't wanna give replies
Didn't know what to say I had no rhyme
Give back me all the things I left behind
Without a doubt without a doubt
Without a doubt without a doubt
Without a doubt without a doubt
Without a doubt without a doubt
I don't care a leap of faith
I don't care a leap of faith
I don't care a leap of faith
I don't care a leap of faith
Maybe someday we can look back at this
Laugh at how the answer was right in front of us
Maybe we didn't have to regret anything at all
All these memories, the past
It was so simple
I just wish we took the chance when we had it
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2. |
Wishing
03:53
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Yeah I wanna you to let you in,
I wanna let go of this sin,
Left a mark on my brain
I’m on my knees, now I’m praying.
Jumbled in what i'm saying
Yeah you’re running in veins.
Ketamine when you let em in
Wish I was there I want you on my skin
If I could paint my eyes with green
And fill these cracks with flawless genes, girl
Will that be good for you to see me worthy
But I think it isn’t more than just
Kaleidoscopic visions of love
That I seem to be confusing with infatuation.
Yeah I wanna you to let you in,
I wanna let go of this sin,
Left a mark on my brain
I’m on my knees, now I’m praying.
Jumbled in what i'm saying
Yeah you’re running in veins.
Ketamine when you let em in
Wish I was there I want you on my skin
If I had what it takes
to be the reason your heart races
Trust me I will trade
Whatever l have to get a taste.
I’ve been wishing
Wishing to be someone better
Someone you could hold and say
“I think we’re meant to be babe”
I’ve been wishing
It is getting so much harder.
I think I’m ready to be
Whatever you’re needing.
We keep trying to be some other version, some other idea of who we should be.
But it’s nice when we’re not who we are and someone looks our way and smiles.
Why is it that the last person we look for is who we are. Who we wanna be.
Isn’t that someone worth loving too?
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waiting for the sunrise
04:03
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Confused and I'm waiting
My time could be hating
Hating on how my dream's being sacrificed
Feels like I've been failing
My timeline and my hopes
Crying away to reconcile
Dreaming to let go
Your silence is breaking me apart
I wish I could take more of my time
Sing myself lullabies
Cold without your smile
My time says, "hide in the music"
but the void's still here, I'm only human
And maybe things will be fine
"The wrong" I just can't define
My life could use a little tuning
But I'll hang in here may have some bruises
Cause I've been waiting for the sunrise
Been waiting for someone to change my mind
Cause, I've been waiting for the sunrise
Cause things could be better in the summertime
Cause I've been waiting for the sunrise
Been waiting for someone to change my mind. Ooh
Cause things could be better in the summertime
Cause my hands were tied babe
Can't you see that I'm falling for you
I think that you do
I think I'm losing me some patience
I've been alone maybe too long
And this poison doesn't help
I miss your warmth, you're so alluring
Got me up in my feelings
Feelings I keep chasing
Why is it that we put so much time into over-analysing
Overthinking that one thought
Daydreaming about that one person
Why can't we just stop thinking and just... start doing
Work for that dream to be a reality
Tell that person how we feel
But we don't
Not until it's too late
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Hands upon my knees,
And I’m begging you to please set me free.
Cause, whatever we had is now debris,
And what you wanted is ain’t what I need now.
I can write it on sheets
That the world is not on side with me,
And now I think, “what I know?”
Cause I should but I cannot let you go.
I’m in this condition how?
All I’m tryna do is have endless elations now,
But I might need some healing ow. (oh yeah babe)
I don’t wanna plead,
Maybe I’m just living in a dream
I should go.
You’re Smiling and you’re glowing,
I’m losing all my focus.
Baby don’t you notice,
All I wanna know is,
What is it like to be loved?
I personally think that you are only able to love someone if you have spent a lot of time with them.
People can hide what they’re really like for quite a while.
I believe the difference between love and infatuation is time.
I’m counting my positions
Rethinking my decisions,
Calling out to my gods,
I’m looking for self sufficience.
I’m standing here all by myself
Doing my best, yeah I’m talking less.
Not tryna say something to offend… you, baby.
Hands upon my knees,
And I’m begging you to please set me free,
But when I think about it I don’t wanna leave
Cuz when I’m with you babe, I feel more complete. Oh,
Don’t you question me please,
Cuz these questions feel a little too bleak.
I may not be a friend, I too have some needs
But it doesn’t mean I’m fake or I’m clean.
I’ve been holding on, to know one thing
What is it like to be loved?
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